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In between reading blogs here and observing the chat room I thought of making new entry as my first post sounded rather sorrow. Not the kind of introduction I would do for in-person meetups anyway. I am not going to describe my character or my personality because I myself am clueless. But one thing I can tell and am sure of is that I am not straight.

This morning I was starting to read Iris Murdoch's "The Sea, The Sea" but I kept reading page one over and over. Somehow my ...

It was one moody night when I dropped tears every 10 minutes to sleep. Having pictures rambling in mind of myself growing up, I hated the fact I was borned into who I am. I never like myself. And I hated the fact that I hate my own being. Ungrateful as it might sound, I did once blamed my parents for giving birth to me and make me suffer worldly emotions and struggles. But that of course when I was a teenager, another boy who is confused of his direction and whereabouts.

I am turning ...

I'm always wanting to meet my chat friends. I've done crazy stuff before, so this adventure isn't unlike me. I talked with Jedi for about a month about visiting Chicago. I have a girl friend in Chicago and I thought... maybe, I could meet Jedi also.

So, after much planning and researching and decision making, I said "what the fuck" I have all these flier miles and I need a vacation before school starts. So, I talked to Jedi every day in chat and sometimes on skype. ...

i wonder how things have gone around gbc lately, ive seen some new faces on chat and blogs each time i visit, i wonder what happened to the people i used to talk to O.o?? i wonder how many couples have been made through gbc.. i wonder how many people have come and go out of it too.. i wonder who stays in chat regularly still.. i wonder what fun ive missed being out of gbc: sleeping on cam, waking on cam haha even eating and shower on cam gbc has been a big brother house and im a housemate,tho most ...

how the hell did I ever get such amazing people to add into my network of friends?

I was talking to Jedi and I thought... how? I don't understand it and that is okay. I've been hanging around GBC for about a year and I've met some pretty awesome people. I don't know how many of you will be my friend in a year or how many of you I will still know in 5 years. I'd love to think that I will still be able to stay in touch with many of you, but it's hard to know what the future has ...